im hungry

checkkkk out my smoked salmon tomato based pasta with broccoli.(: muahahah. looks pretty awesome eh. okay i bought the smoked salmon from the supermarket. and i used some pasta sauce. but it tasted AWESOME(:

last week was pretty okay i guess. school is just school. the weather here is so eccentric i swear. in the mornings and nights its like freezing. then when its the afternoon when the sun is high up, it's like blazing burning hotttt.

but seriously the winds are brrrr. when my trusty army jacket that gave me warmth for 2 years of my service even during the downpours in brunei failed me. i know this is gonna be some freezing weather. not to mention its only aumtumn now. OH NO.

and isit me or my freakinggg blog has pop ups?! WHAT GIVES. simisai. my own blog leh. ): T-T helpppp.

and i swear i have never been so muggish in my whole life. first time i attend tutorials with my homework done. im like woahhh. feels good to dont need to hide at the back of the classroom lol.

last time the only time i really study was when the exams are coming. and even that period i was still fooling around quite a bit. i remember last time sec 4 prelims the class was discussing about pokemon?! or isit dota. should be dota. pokemon is so primary school.

im happy i quitted gaming. thats partly because why i get a mac. because a lot of games are designed for windows. but when diablo 3 comes out i dont know what am i gonna do. ohhh shit.

but i haven't find purpose in studying for a long time. well last time i like biology. but now i like all my subjects. i dont drag my feet to school every morning. i actually enjoyed physics and chemistry lectures. i actually voluntarily did organic chemistry questions. the only time i used to do chem were tests and exams.

i used to have so many distractions. friends. games. mrc. bball. and a whole load of stupid unnecessary hobbies.

right now i actually plan to study during my weekends. im actually looking forward for weekends so that i can do some studying on my own.

i feel so... different.

i feel so... prc.

i guess when you find enough reason to change. you will huh.

that said. if my results still flop. like how it did for my biology A levels. im going to burn the effing school down. this is war. rawrr.