this year is different

this year is different.

and it is going to be even more radically different.

if that even makes any grammatical sense.

this year is going to end with a blast.

wait for it.

can you feel the heat?

i reached here earlier than i expected

i once decided that i have to reach a moment that 24 hours a day is not enough for me. thats when i know that most probably im making full use of my day.

i have quitted twitter and kpop. and all the 100 shows that i used to watch. and spend less than 30 min a day on fb. but i still dont have enough time.

how many hours of sleep a day is enough?

i knew a day when 24hrs a day is nt enough would come by. but i didn't know it will come so soon.

not enough time.

and the clock is ticking.

really superhuman

nah. im fine. it was just that the first 15 hour midnight shift that kind of killed me. because i was initially supposed to end work at 11pm but i ended at 7am instead. o_o and i didn't sleep in the day before my shift.

after that were all 9 hour midnight shifts. by the time i did it for the forth night, i kind of got used to it.

dont think im gonna do 15 hour shifts again. lol.

didn't work last night and not working tonight. ended work at 8am yesterday and just slept the rest of my day. i woke up at 11pm and felt kind of lost. wtf was i supposed to do? its too late to do anything and too early to sleep (i just woke up!?) in the end i just ate and went back to sleep.

woke up at 7am today and amazed myself. i actually woke up that early. tried to sleep but couldn't really sleep anymore.

i know this irregular sleeping pattern is damaging to my health. but zzz. lets see what i can do about it.

any idea how to get rid of these eye bags?

just had breakfast. think im going back to bed. heh.

superhuman

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this is ma de effing shag.

okay not kpop

I saw this MV on facebook. I think this was the one of the first non kpop music video i have watched for a long long time. well, junjie commented on the video: 'they are back' and 'they are really really back'.

what i like about this MV or song for the matter is that it has F.I.R. written all over it. if you were to close your eyes and listen to this song for the first time, you have this unexplained familiar feeling that it is from f.i.r. well at least i did. it has f.i.r.'s flavour or colour. what a minute, since when can you taste or see music? this song has that distinct sounds from the guitar that is found in most of their hit songs. it seems that this song is worthy of the reputation of f.i.r. in this ever competitive music industry, too many tracks are being churned out for the sake of purely releasing new music or mony. good music are hard to come by these days. well, in this case, f.i.r. themselves, even though they are celebrities or singers, they are also artists or musicians. they have 陳建寧 who is also a producer himself. so it's kinda hard for their record company to sneak in any crappy songs into their album.

even though im well immersed in kpop, i think that maybe its just a phase. who knows. instead of saying that i have been blogging too much about kpop these days, i choose to see it as im talking about music in generally. after all, *points up* music was the very theme of this blog from the beginning isnt it? and i must add that it is especially disappointing now that 2 of the founding members have left paramore. what the freakk.

one of my goals in life is to listen to paramore live in their concert. now it seems thats quite an impossible dream, at least if i want to listen to the old paramore.

music is an indirect apt expression of self.