i just got back from aussie. yepp been back since last wednesday but i have been busy. i have SO MUCH to share! wahahah. but. not now. just wanted to update to show that im still alive and kicking wahahah. gotta run:X ciaos~
thE gamE
------ 12:23 AM ------
Saturday, October 31, 2009
hi everyone. just updating to let you guys know that i am alive and kicking. cant say much because things here are kind of TOP SECRET. hahah kidding. gtg already. talk more when i am back. ciaos~
thE gamE
------ 4:29 AM ------
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
i am flying off tomorrow to aussieland. at first i was excited for the army trip. okay i still am. but i just realised that i am leaving a lot behind. it is not that i am not coming back. however i hope things will go well during my absence.
a lot would be happening while i am away. a lot of gatherings. and i have not been exactly attended them while i am in sg. but a few rare gatherings are coming up and i really dont want to miss them! not to mention i really really want to go night safari and check out their uber cool halloween theme!! nooooooo.
and yes i am spending my birthday over there in some desert niceeeeee. honestly this doesnt bother me one bit :P
i hope all goes well back in camp. seriously. it was one hectic and dramatic night last night. its regretful that i would be away at such a critical moment. but i am sure my peeps will live up to the challenge. KUANG HAO this is the first time and most probably the last time i blog your name but I LEAVE THE HEAVY RESPONSIBILITY OF THE COMPANY IN YOUR HANDS LE. 我不在就要靠你了! stay strong for the people following you.
it is also regretful that i would not be there for the last few days of service for some of my best colleagues. all the best man. we have went through a lot together. (the same old cliche line of 'the sweat blood and tears shared' applies once again.) you guys taught and guide me when i first came in. i will remember all those brief moments that we made a difference. too bad i can walk with you guys till your last day and we didnt have a proper farewell. we would surely meet less often after this but this is not the end. we will meet again before you know it! plannings for a december gathering party are in the works!
and my application for Melbourne University would be out soon. no idea if over at aussie would i have internet access. guess i would only know if my application went through when i come back.
did you ever had the feeling that you are leaving a lot of things behind? so many things that you think you should be doing or be involved but you just have to leave them behind and go? never thought i would grow so emotionally attached and felt responsible for so many things. ( no wait come to think of it, it was the same when i was vice president in media resource crew back in acjc huh. ) funny how initially i was so reluctant in assuming this role but now i feel so uneasy leaving for even a brief moment and letting someone take my place. as much i dont want to admit, it has become a role and responsibility that i take pride in. this is a family i learnt to love.
i would not be there to face the challenges to come with them. as much as i worry, i also know that it would all be alright eventually. because we are one N I N J A.
P.S. i will be back on 11 november to hold the fort once again.
it's time to break those chains.
it's time to set yourself free.
it's time to dare to dream.(:
thE gamE
------ 8:56 PM ------
i am going aussie for some overseas army exercise! woots my flight is on 21st oct and i will be back on 11 nov!
a bulk of that period would be spent in the aussie desert. lol. walking around aimlessly?
i was packing my luggage as i needed to sent my bag for inspection. i was searching my room for army gear. to my pleasant surprise, most of my equipment from my OCS days are still around! most of the stuff that i need for the exercise are just lying somewhere in some corner of my room. i guess thats what they say as fully geared for war. :P if anything was to happen, i have everything i need in my room. the only thing missing is my rifle. (which is a good thing or else the police would be knocking on my door by now.)
imagine after a few years, the button was suddenly pressed and i was activated. and i still have all my equipment in my room. i would be ready to protect my county the moment i step out of my door. thats pretty darn cool isnt it LOL.
this is why this little red dot is to be feared. the size of our army is the size of our male population. this is something to be proud of dont you think?
think that we are too young to be soldiers? check out the children army used by those terrorists and militias in the middle east and africa some time ago.
i am excited about the exercise. it has been a while since i was out in the field. it has been nice training recruits and all but infanteers are ultimately grutes. we have garangness in our blood. ahahh. lets roll!
i realised i would be spending my birthday there D: niceeeeeeeeeeeee. zz. no matter.
what worries me is that i might miss michael jackson's exclusive movie THIS IS IT! NOOOO. !@#$!@#$@!#$ *cross fingers* pray that i can get back in time to catch the movieeee.
thE gamE
------ 3:21 PM ------
Sunday, October 04, 2009
i just found my sister's second blog. i always knew she had a blog. but i found her second blog where she post all the graphics that she edited. it's like coming to the sudden realization that your family member has an alter ego.
her edited graphics are quite amazing. it's art. i always knew she can use photoshop. hell so can i. but i dont do it as an art or hobby.
HAHAH. I FOUND OUT ABOUT HER LITTLE SECRET.
now i shall let the world know about her greatness.
click here to check out her second secret blog! :D
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