during CCAB camp.
the leadership camp.
i think last year.
we were supposed to write a letter to ourselves.
den the letter will be given back when we graduate.
to see if we achieved our goals we set upon ourselves.
i got back my letter yesterday.
CHOW HAOTING 2SC5 MRC
this time next year..
A levels. omg rock it.
mrc-leave it with no regrets.
-train juniors to their best.
bbal-lets win! for real this time
-dont make bball a disgrace to the school.
personally-dont worry be happy.
-more friends!
-haoting
a levels.. still undetermined.
because its not here YET.
so we shall see.
i predict this entry is going to be dam dam long.
so i going to blog in parts.
let me blog about my class.
2SC5. well.
we aint exactly the most bonded class.
but we aint the worst bonded either.
j1. i was rarely with the class.
because of my commitment to mrc.
during breaks i will be in the mrc room.
they only see me during lessons.
during assemblies and school celebrations.
i am also not sitting with the class.
because i am running the event.
after school i also camp in the mrc room.
do school events.
and leave school late in the night.
so i NEVER ever go home with any classmates before.
there are times when i go to mrc room after school.
to find out that there is no events.
so i decided to go home.
but it seems that my classmates already left school with their respective 'go home' cliques.
in the end i still go home with mrc people.
but i never felt detached from the class.
i still see them in class anyway.
but it was during my j2 year.
that i started to know them more.
and spend more time with them.
i dont know when i started to hang around with them during breaks.
then i even started to go home with noel.
like everyday.
even if last lesson different.
we will wait for each other and go home together.
sounds kind of gay. =/
then i started to get real close with noel cherilyn.
during the june holidays.
really got the 'see each other everyday till sian' feeling.
aiya. this post not emo de. lol.
my point is.
when i start to hang out with my class.
i realised my class quite cliquish.
i was more used to the 'after school whole class go out eat' scenarios back in rv.
but now my class is so different.
and it was kind of late for me to start bond everyone together.
since i sort of detached myself initially.
yea. so there are times i suggested class outings.
and insisted that everyone comes.
when there are a few who cant be bothered.
my tone starts to get real harsh.
so sorry eh.
like yesterday after school.
nobody actually wanted an outing.
but i insisted.
last day of jc life.
no class outing!?
in the end the outing wasnt that bad right.
*grinns*
i wanted to prepare a gift for all my classmates.
i was supposed to make a wallpaper.
but bloody use mouse draw dam hard.
need computer pen but i dont have.
zzzzz.
so i gave up.
i wanted to draw a lonely sad figure in a plain white background.
that figure has a shadow.
and that shadow is holding hands with another shadow.
i wanted to show that.
even though our class seem so separated.
but whenever one of us needs help.
the rest will be there for him or her.
well at least i will.
dam nice right.
zz. maybe i hand-draw after As.
yesterday i told the class.
'even though some of you dont have feelings for the class
but having spent so much time together.
and seeing each other so often.
surely got little bit of feelings inside right'
to 2sc5:
i know there are people that i rarely talk to.
but everyone of you makes this class a class.
i know some of you may find my actions pointless.
but i am kind of a sentimental person.
so yea.
a class will always be a class.
love ya.
okie time to link my blog in the class blog.
(which i revived HEH.)
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