its abit late for mother's day

but that's the freaking point. we should remember to pay tribute to our parents during any day of the year beside mother's day/father's day.

even though there are bad examples of maternal relationships, i still truly believe that maternal love is boundless and infinite. from a scientific point of view, it is partly due to hormones for ensuring the survival of the human species as a whole, so they dont really have much of a choice. but that does not belittle their contributions and sacrifices they have made for their children. (at least i dont intend to.)

as their children, we will forever be in their debt. all we can do is to be eternally grateful and make sure that their efforts do not go wasted.


those who say that snsd cant sing can suck it. they sing better than your mother. okay that was uncalled for and way too vulgar but i just find it funny in the context of this blog post. i apologise. i dont play 'mother', it's just a harmless yet crude joke targeting no one.


this is a song by g.o.d, one of korean's first generation boy groups. this is a music video made more than ten years ago so pardon the cheesiness. lol. they debuted with this song and shot into fame. it tells the story of a rebellious son expressing his regret and gratitude to his mother who brought him up single-handedly.

these are not just random kpop songs with cute girls wearing short shorts smiling at the camera dancing to some tacky tune. kpop, like any genre of music, has been used to express emotions and to tell stories that people cant articulate. i.e. these songs have meaning.

happy mother's day. everyday is mother's day.

wisdom teeth!

took out all 4 of my wisdom teeth in one shot at alexander hospital wtf. i opted for general anaesthetic because i am afraid of pain. but gawdd. after that my mouth sure swelled quite a bit. D: and i felt real real giddy due to the painkiller and stuff. then while i was still in a daze i could barely hear my surgeon talk. she pointed at an x ray of my teeth and mumbled a few words. i only managed to catch, 'its normal if nose bleed occurs when you go back.' o.o wtf. well sure enough it did. for awhile. under the effects of the anaesthetic i pretty much slept off the rest of the day.

the next day i woke up and.. WENT BACK TO CAMP. hahaha. okay larh i pretty proud of myself. even though i have 8 days hospitalized MC. my country needs me. how can i stay at home! yea went back camp to settle some stuff. no understudy so there are still things i need to take care of. duty honour country manzxzxz. sigh. i wear my one bar one my chest for a reason.

well i left my place at 730 plus plus. my dear dad, woke up early in the morning to buy porridge for me so that i can have breakfast before i go to camp. T-T i want to cry already. i am so thankful.

bought white bread to camp to munch for lunch. lol tt rhymes. goodness had a tough time idiot bread kept getting stuck in my teeth. hunted for porridge in camp. thkgoodness! they were serving mashed potatoes too. LUCKYY.

then went home at the end of the day to be greeted by..

mum's home cooked porridge! with cauliflowers plus carrots. cooked till soft and easy on the teeth. well it looks little in the photo because this was after i took my third helping :PP

love my family. even though there are times i acted the way i shouldnt. i just want them to not worry about me. i am big enough to take care of myself! your son is no longer that little boy!

but sigh. parents will always be parents. thats why i love them so much(: even though they may not get the way i express myself but sighhh.

this is family(: