dabian lah. debbie dam slow lehh lolol. and win -.- not funny cann. rawr.
anyway i am too tired to blog a proper post heh. went to ball just now. wah sehh played abit too long. now my muscles aching. O.O shimata!
isit me or i just cannot get enough sleep these days. i have been sleeping quite alot. or at least more than usual considering i am in the army. but i just feel so drowsy. shucks.
oh i lost my basketball. in my own home. can you believe it. such a big ball and i just couldnt find it. zzz. WHERE IS MY FREAKING BASKETBALL. i think maybe i ate it accidentally mistaking it for a big riceball or something. tsktskk.
everyone seems to be busy with their own life. army. university. overseas. or whatever. sigh its so hard to meet up these days. everyone has their own commitments. and there will always be some bugger who couldnt make it. well i am guilty as well thanks to my super irregular bookouts. sometimes i just wonder hows everyone doing. everyone as in EVERYONE. it has been ages since i last met some people. or even hear for them. while i was facebook-whoring i found some really... should i say shocking? lol. yep shocking news about my friends. especially ex-classmates. its amazing how we used to meet almost everyday back in school and now suddenly its just so hard to even meet up once. it seems like everyone has been saying 'hey lets meet up sometime kae' but nobody really makes an effort to. okie maybe its not their fault since their schedule is really hectic and its a real chore to message everyone and ask if they are free. not to mention that some people has an irritating habit of not replying text messages. SHEESH.
this is part of growing up i guess. you meet people and then you bid farewell. who knows when will you guys meet again. maybe next time when you guys meet on the streets you wouldnt even recognise each other anymore. nahh thats exaggerating lolol. but you get my point.
take a moment and think about all your friends that you have met so far in your life. how many of those friends are you still in touch with? classmates that you spend time with for 2 straight years cant just disappear from your life suddenly right? or so you think.
oh come on this aint emo post. its just supposed to be thought provoking. an email or a simple text message to tell your ex-super-close-friend-that-you-used-to-hang-out-with-in-school that you are still alive and kicking wouldnt hurt right? hahah dont get me wrong i am not hinting some friend of mine to give me a call now. its just that one fine night i asked myself where did everyone go? then i started wondering how fragile friendship really is.
then again i think i said before. a good friend is one who you can keep inside the fridge and ages later just take out of the fridge and thaw. it maybe ages since you guys last met but when you guys finally meet again. somehow you guys can just start clique and talk/gossip just like the good old times. hahah there are some people the moment they get attached they just disappear. only after they breakup will they start finding their friends again. tsktskkk. i got a few friends who are like that. sheeshh. what to do lol. just have to be there when your friend needs you the most isnt it.
well let this be a shout out to all my friends that this monkey friend of yours have not forgotten about you. at least not yet:P hope you guys are doing fine. and i know like most of you idiots dont come see my blog SHUCKS. so you guys wouldnt see this. and its tough to organise gatherings when i myself dont know when i would be free. ommmgggoshhh. hopefully after i commission (next year o.o) things would be in my control more. and i can get more of my own life back. and i would be disappearing for around 1 month sometime in november since i am going BRUNEI. and if i am not wrong 2e gathering is 6th dec. sheesh cant make it lah kns. rawr. so there better be another gathering after i am back! hahah.
crap in the end this turned out to be quite a proper entry o.o alrights gotta book in already. here we go again. lol.
will we be strangers the next time we meet?
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