for this game___`` i make the rulez

snatched this song from wilson.
heh.
人质 by 杨宗纬.

hmm.
yupp.

在我心上用力的开一枪
让一切归零在这声巨响
如果爱是说什么都不能放
我不挣扎反正我也没差


rain or shine.
keep smiling and laughing.
i think i have a hidden talent for it.
like prelims math paper.
i go in like that and kept my cool.
even though i didnt study complex numbers.
maclurins.
sequences.
i came out of the exam hall smiling too.
even though i have to admit i dont know how well i did.
or rather how bad.



hmm. its good to be happy all the time i guess.


i only have half the puzzle pieces.
i placed all the pieces i have together.
looking at the puzzle picture.
with all the holes because of the missing pieces.
i cant tell whats the full picture.

but based from what i can see.
i guess its a sad picture.


what now.
i kind of dont know what i should do.
someone show me the light.

but after all this.
i still cant tell how i feel.


have i masked my emotions for so long.
that i myself cant tell how i truly feel.
or is it the real me that is smiling all the time regardless of the situation.


cant find the answer for now.
guess i shall keep smiling until i do.
lolol.

this is what happens when you are too bored. >_<