for this game___`` i make the rulez

yesterday went to nj chinese orchestra concert.
17 more days to prelims and i go all the way to victoria concert hall.
just to support ruijie.
-.-
in the end he perform for 2 items only.
somemore is first 2 items.
i should have just paid 2 dollars instead of the 10 lah.
wait i have not paid rj the money! ZZ.

there was a item where they tried to play a jay chou tune.
wah got me all excited for nothing.
super disappointed.
not very nice ah.
=X

to me the music pieces sound almost the same larh.
they always start slow....
then there will be a climax.
then a loud ending.
seriously.

i heard alot of songs and music played with chinese instruments before.
some were awesome.
ironically the japanese can play the chinese instruments very well.
hmm.

well the best piece was the encore.
not bad not bad.

i am more amazed about where the speakers are hidden in the concert hall.
i looked around again and again but i seriously cant find the speakers.
because when there are speakers there will be 2 sources of sound.
the instrument itself and the speakers.
but i didnt hear any echo.
so its quite amazing.
or maybe its because sound travel at 330m/s and the hall is quite small.
so the time delay between the instrument and the speakers is neligible.
okie i am talking to myself.

oh yarh. its very cold these few days ah!
rain rain rain. ZZZZ. sooooo cooollldddd...

oh yarh i dreamt a weird dream last night.
super weird. dam.
i dreamt myself telling 2 friends of mine about my dad.
about how much he sacrificed for the family.
i forgot what i said.
all i remember was i started crying in the dream.
and that i was dam sad in the dream.


then i suddenly woke up in the middle of the night.
i blinked.
then i realise..
i am really crying.
oh my la.
who the heck cries when he is sleeping.
i totally freaked out.
somemore its not like it is fathers day or something.
the dream dam random.

the last time i cried was last year.
because of mrc. okie shall not elaborate.
BUT. what the heck?!
i actually cried when i was sleeping.
-.-

okie this is not supposed to be an emo entry.
nor am i trying to attract attention.
-.-
i just want to type it here.
so that just in case something stupid happens to me.
there is something that i leave behind that shows that i appreciate whatever my dad has done.
there are times i feel like thanking my dad.
but i scared its too sudden and he later think too much.
later he think i going to commit suicide. >_<
thank you dad.

yupp. this part of the entry is dedicated for my dad.
so other people just ignore.
i am not freaking trying to attract attention.
i have plenty of it already. XP

but then again.
if something ever happens to me.
some kind soul please show this entry to my dad.
but please remember to translate.
my dad dont really understand the english language.

on the other hand.
lets all hope i grow up safely and one day i will finally have the courage to thank my dad personally.
yupp.



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