Wednesday, April 19, 2006

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

wad to do
when de root of all trouble is ursev??
jump off de building?? =X

zzzzzzzzzzzzz
tt day
boss ask me
mrc or bbal is core cca
i say mrc
den he ask
if i running for a post in mrc
i say ya
i lyk mrc alot
alot alot alot
tts y i wan to be pres
to do sumth for de cca

budden now fyck
when i do sumth
i dunno i do
cox i wan to do
cox i lyk mrc tts y i do
or i do
cox i wan to be pres

fyck
i dunwan it to be de latter
reali
i dam bloodi shit confused
ZZZZZZZZ
its all cox i dun bliv in mysev
too low confidence

decided
tml go tell boss
dunwan go for mrc post le
at least i m sure
wadeva i do nxt
is solely cox i wan to do
den i will disappoint no wan

fyck
i always tell ppl
simple tings dun make till so complicated
now its my turn sia
zzzzzzzzz

de more i try
den harder it is
its lyk
banging de wall
de more painful it is

budden if i dun try
i may juz give up

its not me at all
how long has it been
since i felt so lost









mind over heart
mind over heart
mind over heart
mind over heart
mind over heart
mind over heart
mind over heart
mind over heart

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