i have been thinking. thinking. thinking.


thinking about how much i have lost sight of things. i have forgotten how much i wanted to achieve certain things in life. my dreams. my future.




i have been thinking so much that my brain starts spinning till it's kind of dizzy.



need to book in early to camp today.



have i lost the kid in me? the kid with big dreams.


F*** this shit. seriously. lol.

RIN ON THE ROX!


go youtube this group omg. awesome vocals. roxanne is soooo pretty! gagagagag.


beautiful song by beyonce by the way.

on a separate note, you guys are such asses. @#$!$@# cant believe no one tagged after my bandslam entry except dabi. wahahahah. i know you guys are kinda against my cute girls fetish but this is ridiculous! rawrrr.

shit larhhh. i think in the end i am going to watch bandslam alone in the theatres. WHAT A LOSER. because nobody else that is breathing is interested in this show?!!??

NOOOOOOO. HOW CAN THIS BEEEE.


shitshitshitt. im getting desperate. who wanna accompany me to watch the movie? pretty please(:

i would pay for your tickets if you pay for the popcorn:P


no seriously. I WANT TO WATCH BANDSLAM.

LOL. this is like one of the most hilarious films ever!!~~

WARNING: this film contents explicit content and is full of crude humour. much like harold and kumar. JUST THE WAY I LIKE IT. lol all the unbelievably stupid, 'LOUD in your face' kind of jokes. all the 'just let your hair down' silliness and violent humour. (wait, how can humour be violent. oh whatever.) wahahhahahh. NOT for the weak hearted. :P

the dudes in the show had so much fun! reminds me of the times i spent with my army boys. hahaah. not as crazy duh but there is a slight resemblance. :P truly an enjoyment to watch. xD

actually watched this movie quite some time ago already with gang yuanjie and john. but i think this movie rocks so much that it's worthy of an entry in my blog. heh!

a funny film that is a MUST WATCH for guys. girls you are warned!

VANESSA HUDGENS! <3

omg. im so gonna watch this movieeee! out aug 27! it's about time!! hmm even that geeky boy can win her heart. awww. maybe i stand a chance after all. :P


nobody is gonna stop me from falling in love with her this time. never everrr never! oh wait, what is this feeling of warmth in my heart. uhh-ohh i think my heart is meltinggg.



HAHAH. i am hopeless. hopelessly in love. X]

watched UP. well initially i was thinking what could be so nice about a movie featuring a floating house, a grumpy old man and an over enthusiastic young boy. sounds like a predictable plot with a dash of humour here and there.

in the end, IT'S THE BEST MOVIE EVER. EVER. EVER. okie maybe i exaggerated a tweeny little bit but it's freaking nice!? it does not have a thin-air plot which i thought it would have.


shall not go into the details so that i wouldnt spoil it for you guys. YES. it's THAT nice. i didnt watch it in 3D though. even though i would very much like too. but i guess watching it in 3D would be real cool too. imagine the balloons floating towards you. :D


peeps who have not watched UP. do yourself a favour and watch it. oh, just a tiny confession to make. i teared during the movie. D: thankgawd no one noticed. it's times like this that makes me appreciate the idea of friends sitting in one straight line facing a white screen in a totally non-socially conducive environment.


this movie is certainly a pleasant surprise. a truly heartwarming experience.



ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE!

this is freaking awesome.

i popped by gang's blog and realised he named me his long lost brother. very true indeed. but wthh. how come it feels like i have not met ALL my friends for a dam long time? seriously. if i ever met someone, the first thing we say would be 'ohgosh long time no see.' not to mention the long list of peeps that i have not met since god knows when. oh come on, there has to been some friends that i have been meeting with isnt it?! this just doesnt make sense.


wtheck. that makes me wonder. if i have not met all my friends for a long time. then what have i been doing? it is as if i am in some horrer movie, yet to reach its climax or twist. or i am living in a different time zone/dimension from the rest of the world. maybe i am living in my own crystal ball.


it's true. the world goes on without me. no one in this world is irreplaceable. forgotten like a withering flower.


a fitting ending indeed.



im not being all self-beaten and emo you stupid tards. im just trying to act indifferent. :P


oh wells let me savour my last few mins before i book in with vanessa hudgens' singing blasting through my speakers. :D

i have such a knack for expressing simple ideas in the most complicated and philosophical ways isnt it.



maybe i am just trying to act intellectual and all.



maybe i have been staying in solitude for too long that i am actually achieving nirvana. :D


meanwhile, it has been a long time since i last shared some garfield comics!




'and one thing changes my world, the most beautiful girl'
-a night to remember (HSM 3)

you guys dont take me seriously dont ya? HAH.


anywayzzzxzx. shant continue my previous entry. it was gonna be my darkest entry you know. it's like tearing my heart open and going in deep and dig out all my darkest secrets. like a confession to make. but it takes a lot of courage to face myself. so whatever.



whatheheck am i talking about? maybe cher's right. i am such an oddball. HAH.



i am playing for 9DIVISION basketball team. i.e. playing competitive basketball in the army. i cant believe it. i actually got a second chance. i got a second shot in competitive basketball. it seems like my final chance to close off my basketball career without regrets. all those pain and agony. this seems like my last chance to prove myself. i am thankful. really i am. i appreciate this rare second chance that i have yearned so much for.



but seeing how things are going. it seems like it will all come down to the same tragic ending. i just couldnt stop it. it feels like i am watching in horror as the sand seep through my clenched fists. helpless. powerless. after all these years. all those sweat blood and tears. all those empty promises to grow stronger. at the end of the day, i am still not strong enough. vulnerable like a toothpick in the face of the whirlwind. the cold truth knocks me hard. reminding me at the end of the day i am just one tiny little soul wandering aimlessly within the majestic almighty universe. and there is nothing i can do to stop the overwhelming forces of fate.



and that sucks. to the max.



i love this game. really i do.



thats why i hate to lose.

EUROTRIP:D GO WATCH IT!

check out kristin kreuk! smokin' hawttttt.


oh crap. this got to stop. now i get what you guys mean.