suddenly realised i am flying off to thailand next sunday. okie its either next sunday or next monday morning. zomg?! thats like so fast?! didnt i just came back from brunei only?! what da heck man. its another 21 days overseas. arghhh. lets hope i will back in a blink of an eye shall we.

erm a lot of random thoughts and rattles. but no time to pen them down.

currently the most important thing for me is to pass this uber retarded army theory test. if i fail they threatened to take away my new year's eve. ZOMG. you cant do that! i bet its against the law of something.. it must be!...

watched YESMAN with yanlin and xinyue. freakin' funny and nice movie. i am serious! oh come on its jim carrey for goodness sake. YES its dam nice! YES. ahahah. sad thing about comedies is that they dont recieve enough recognition that they deserve. people just go into the threatre, get a good laugh, leave the cinema and forget about the movie. most of the time comedies have hidden meanings, lessons to learn. same goes for this one. i know there are other movies out now like twilight, the day the earth stood still. etc etc. but all these movies had mixed reactions. well YESMAN i assure you will be sure to give you a good laugh.



the 2 little girls and me at fish and co.! :P

actually while most of the time i am reluctant to recount my adventures in the jungle during my stay in brunei. not wanting to recall all the torturous moments. but another part of me badly wants to tell people about what happened during that 9 days. hoping people will understand what i went through in brunei. all those tough times. and came back a survivor. people forget that people all the events that happened all sound so unreal.

i tried to describe what happened in brunei to my parents. oddly enough it sounded like nothing much. i couldnt believe it. deep down inside i know i went through quite a far bit but when i try to explain to others it feels like it doesnt really matter. so what if i walked around in the jungle for 9 days. so what if i didnt have enough food. so what if i climbed mountains. it cant be THAT bad right. whats the big deal. no its worse than you think actually. i dont know it. its just that its hard to accept the fact that you put in so much effort and went through so much and yet its so hard to let other people understand or to let them appreciate. i badly want share my experience in brunei. i thought it would be special since not everyone experienced it before and it was a once in a lifetime experience for me. but somehow either due to my lack of command of language or some other factor which i am unknown of, i cant seem to full recount my experience and efforts over the 9 days. or maybe it aint actually a big deal after all. maybe i am in a self denial and couldnt accept the fact that what i thought were the worse days of my life were actually nothing much in others' eyes.

maybe i should just give up and let things be. as long as deep down inside i know myself that i actually persevered and went through all that shit without giving up. thats utter bullshit. rahhh. the 9 days inside the jungle was torturous. this sentence do no justice to my experience in brueni man. what happened deserved to be written in a book and published for all to read. ah crap. i am just a spoilt child am i.

lets face it. the 9days inside the jungle aint no big deal and its time to move on.

hey guys how have you guys been! yepp have been back from brunei for a while now but i was too lazy to blog. brunei was... crazy lol. there is such to say. till there is nothing to say. its like i dont know where to start from. everything there is a new experience. but i have rarely talked about what happened in brunei. i am just glad its over. hahaha.

life after brunei is good. i have been eating like crazyy. well i have been eating like crazy before brunei. now its crazier LOL. really. i have been eating and eating and eating. from the moment i left the house and hit the streets till i come back home i still eat again.

theres this place in chinatown that sells real good guotie. i swear!
thaiexpress is pretty awesome too.
not to mention manhattan fish market's award winning flame prawns.
ohoh and chicago cheesecake from coffee bean.
and many many more.
all these food filled up my stomach to the brim but burn a big hole in my wallet. :o

gosh i cant stop drooling.

ahhah ohwell lets keep this entry short shall we. off i go to watch NBA. cleveland vs atlanta. GO ATLANTA GO!