let me start with sharing you guys a song! no idea why youtube dont let me post the music video here but just click on the title of the song and go listen to it on youtube!

The Man Who Can't Be Moved

lyrics (specially for my loyal readers:P)

going back to the corner,
where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I'm not gonna move
got some words on cardboard
got your picture in my head
saying: if you see this girl can you tell her were i am
some try to hand me money
they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
i no it makes no sense
what else can i do
and how can i move on
when I'm still in love with you

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving

police man says son you cant stay here
i say someone I'm waiting for if its a day a month or year
got to stand my ground
even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

people talk about the guy
thats waiting in on a girl
woooaa wooo
and i no who's in his shoes
put a big hole in his world
ooooo
maybe ill get famous for the man who cant be moved
and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
and you'd come running to the corner
cos you'll know its just for you
I'm the man who cant be moved
I'm the man who cant be moved

cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
were on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

going back to the corner were i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag and I'm not gonna move
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such a lovely song dont ya think? heh
that reminds me i havent been writing lyrics for a longggg time. ahhh. army life sucks my brain juices dry so cant blame me luh. oh wells i was supposed to help some musical in writing lyrics. (COOL RIGHTT BET YOU GUYS DIDNT KNOW THAT.) but i turned them down cause i fear i cannot commit and also i am quite lazy ahahha. now i think i should try to contact them and pray that they still require my service.



oh bought a new bag at bugis today. gosh its dam nicee! but not posting photos here cause its dam troublesome. well you will see my new cool bag when you see me carrying it. heh.

isit me or bugis street is becoming ah lian street?! all the shops there are selling ah lian stuff. totally nothing for a guy to buy at all. sheeshh. somemore most of the girls walking around on the streets are ah lians. or gals with heavy make up. *pukes* sigh where did all the pretty girls go! next time i am walking on the street with my eyes closed heh. okie i think i am dam bad. aye i am just kidding lah:P


eh serene my date not miss mak lah. she too gorgeous for me already:P LOL. miss mak is going to kill me when she sees this. ehh dabi i changed my mind. its no* at all heh.

and to all the weird girls who keep asking me if i recognise/know them.... go and die. there are 9 possible culprits. all my idiotic army friends. nothing better to do ah dabian. tsktskzzzz.


oh i am working on a new song. not going to reveal anything until the song is done. hahah inertia is dam high lah. so the song is still in its infant stage. i dont know why i am talking about this but oh wells. just telling you guys that i am still writing songs... WITHOUT TUNES. ZZZ. i was trying to self learn piano until... army sucked my life away zz. now my big dream gotta be postponed like for 2 years.

hahah oh yarh my previous posts are everything but emo cann zz. its just that some of the posts i am reflecting on my actions thus the tone is quite serious but that doesnt mean that i am emo-ing! wth if you know me you should know that emo aint my cup of tea. i belong up in the sky sleeping on the clouds leading my carefree life! heh.

oh i am finally reading a book. borrowed it from a friend 1 month ago and now i finally started reading from page 1. thanks to my BLOCK LEAVE:D appreciate the break from army thankyou very muchh. the book is called the last season. and its about... basketball lol! not very hard to guess right. what kind of books would i read? sheeshh.

oh i am contemplating on whether should i get a camera since... i dont have one? and i am not allowed to own a camera phone. but dont know if its worth it since i can only use it during weekends. but then again its precisely the point that i am only free during weekends that i should take more photos then to keep the memories rightt! and with a camera i can take my photos of... MYSELF:D and my growing hair hehehh now my hair is long enough to be STYLED. woohoo gatsby moving rubber aint that bad.

i finally got time to pick up from when i last stopped at ONE PIECE. WOOHOOO. but OHNO. almost all the one piece animes were taken down from the internet!! nooooooooooooooooo. curse you copyright! but nothings too tough for a computer geek like me:P but hahahh one piece rocks luh. its like the only anime thats not blindly focusing on all the punching and kicking? it focuses on friendship and human feelings. thats what makes the anime so nice. ahahah ohwells non anime fans will never understand. too bad!


okie thats pretty much everything about my not-so-NS life. i am trying to make a NS unrelated entry you see. sighh i miss my philosophical entries that had so much depth and thought provoking ahahah. maybe i shall try typing one next time when i am less brain dead heh.

and once block leave ends my NS life will continue again. oh dreads. and isit me or am i starting to blog like a kid?! hahahh who cares i rather be a kid all my life and not worry about earthly matters. time for me to achieve enlightenment and become an immortal woohoo. ._. somebody bring me to the mental hospital. oh wait. why so seriousss! X] gagagaga.

hahah lastly a garfield comic to brighten up your day!


LOL. that reminds me. i am feeling hungry too. hmmm.

and he said he is home.

yesterday was social night. well to be honest it was pretty boring. all the hype in the end just turn out to be quite a disappointing lifeless night. i shall skip all the details besides the fact that i must admit i was pretty mean the whole night. oh wells too late to say anything now huh. ahahahh.

after that went to chillout with my cousin mark and miss mak. mark and miss mak left after awhile. then me and jieli stayed behind and actually talked till 3plus am. o.o crazyy.

we were at coffee bean till it closed then we moved to a prata shop then in the end we were actually sitting at a busstop talking cock. more then a couple of taxis stopped before us thinking that we were waiting for a cab. ohmygawd. come to think of it we must be insane.


we talked about everything under the sun. we talked about how being in NS makes the world revolve without you. it is as if we are in a different dimension. and that we are missing out alot.

talk about how even though time seems to flash pass in the blink of an eye but still remains at a standstill no matter how hard we try to blink now.

talk about his ever so dramatic love life compared to my ever so boring one. :P heheheh and gossip about other people's love life. oh come on some juicy gossips are just so hard to resist.

he is really one of those few rare good guys that are still alive on this planet man ahahah. as for me? i am just another superficial self centred bastard that will most likely die a single. ._. LOLL.

aiya just some random rattles. nowadays life is just too dull for me to make a entry that is full of depth. i just want to spend my bookouts lazing around. it is really such a luxory to be able to just chill and waste time your way.

oh i am posted to infantry. ahah i chose to stay in infantry. INFANTRY PRIDE. hohoho. the next 6 months from now is not going to be easy and is only going to get tougher.

most people just like to take the easy way out. what for go bang the wall when you can avoid the wall? for me i prefer to challenge my own limits and see for myself what i am truly capable of. even though sometimes or maybe most of the time i really think that i am such an idiott and just trying to act tough. heheh. well its too late and i am in for a roller coaster ride. woohooo. it will be a long and gruelsome 6 more months.



oh wells. i am just happy to be the same old carefree me as always. :D

okie i am finally back. phew. after 4 weeks of field camps after field camps i finally got a SATURDAY BOOK OUT. i cant believe it. like.. finallyyyy!!! so touched till want to cry. T-T

while preparing to go home one of my platoon mates say that this feels like finally going home after fighting for 1 month in the war zone. hahahah. i cant agree more really. jiu hao xiang da wan zang hui jia. ( zz suddenly computer cant type chinese tskzxzxz. ) when we all gather to finally go home we really looked like exhausted soldiers happy to go home after so longggg.

another of my platoon mate said this month's allowance is not earned easily. every cent is earned with our sweat and blood. LOL.


we bashed through the jungle.

we crawled over mud.

we got raped by all the creepy crawlies at night. ( my hands are disfigured with all the freakish insect bites. o.o mosquito bite sandfly bite ant bite whatever that can bite will bite )
( oh oh i saw ants that were 3cm big. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT 3CM. go grab a ruler and see how big those ants were. absolutely humongous. )

we shivered in the heavy rain.

we slept under the night sky.

we climbed alot of hills.

we slept in the pouring rain.

we endured all those sleepless nights.

we endured all the cuts, injuries and wounds. we grinded our teeth and carried on the way real soldiers do.

we were so tired that we can even sleep while talking/eating.

we dug holes so deep and wide that i can bury 20 of me inside. not to mention we dug overnight for 2 consecutive days.

we hid under trees during the thunderstorm.
( i was walking walking then BOOM. one tree 20m away from me got stuck by lightning. then the tree started burning and then topple over. like O.O SHIMATA!? WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED. all of us just stared in shock and there was a period of chaos. then we decided to squat down but got yelled at cause we were in the open lmao. then we hid in the jungle which i thought was quite stupid. didnt a tree just got stuck just now?! but for a moment i thought we were all goners it is very probable that we got stuck too. we are sooo dead siao liao siao liao siao liao. )

we cleaned weapons overnight.

we ran like mad dogs.

we screamed like mad dogs.

we bashed 200m into the jungle and climbed up a hill just to kill 3 'enemies'. wth?!

i was tasked to carry and walk around with around 8kg? of TNT shaped in a long cylinder. O.O well it was pretty safe actually just that the long pole kept getting caught in the leaves.


i was tasked to carry a load of around 20kg for a moment. wah insane. the worse part comes when hoding in push up position. so torturous i swear. i can barely hold for a mere short 5 seconds.


i walked up a hill 85m tall with a 10kg coil of 2km long cable with a load of 10kg on my bag. wah shag.

then laid the cable downhill in the dark. and the goddamfreaking 2km long wire entangled. messing around with the coil in the dark is no fun and so super duper exhausting.


everyone was given an appointment for each exercise. and guess what i was the RUNNER. and guess what the runner does? yupp you are right. i run. best job ever zzz.


fighting a war is shaggg. moral of the story: never go to war. more often then not the people who made the decision to go to war are those who feel the least pain. they have no idea what soldiers go through. all soldiers have a similar journey but each went through a different and unique experience. they left their home, family and friends to a faraway place to protect them. in times of war all the minor injuries doesnt matter anymore. whats important is to be there shoulder to shoulder with his brothers and be with them when they needs him the most. enduring all the fatigue and pain with only the thought of being able to go home at the end of all these mindless fights to spur him on.

and after 4 weeks of bullets flying, people shouting, blood flowing, sky raining, lightning flashing, trees burning, ground digging, mud crawling, insect biting, soldiers running... he has finally come home.


WOAH. i think i am ready to direct a war movie. wahahahahah. alrights gotta go have my dinner already. mum says she cooked something nice. :D




he went to war and came back alive. so that he can drink his mum's soup again.